Babbling

Dear Reader;


Today I woke up feeling fab! I started my day off about only an hour and half ago, 9 am to be precise. I'm sitting here waiting on the return of my lovely daughter and my parents. We intend to have a bbq and chill and do the family thing. Its humid and sticky outside so I must say my a/c working cheered me right up. Being hot is not something that sits well with my soul. I need to take a shower and really get ready for the day. I've been cleaning ever since I woke up, so I can say today is really one of the more productive days. Woohoo. About time.

I anticipate that today is going to be a refresher. Its due time.

On another note, only ONE MORE WEEK of nights! Then its to a day schedule! No more 7pm-7:30am jazz. I'll be normal. Well as close to normal that I can be. Maybe this is going to be the turn around in my life that I need. Out with the negative and in with the positive?

We'll see.


-- her.

Love.

What is love to you?

Unsettling.

A lot of things have been unsettling lately.
From pictures, to comments, to things people have been telling me.
I'm trying so hard not to let hearsay get to me.
But truth be told, its starting to take its toll.

Little things that I pay attention probably feed into it. But eh.
Regardless, whats meant to be will happen.
I can't prevent someone from doing what they want.
I just hope that honesty is always in play.
I don't have time to waste or the energy to expend.

A side note, my mothers day was fucking awesome.
My kids made me the best gifts I could ever ask for.
I also got to see my grandfather. I haven't seen him in about a year or so.
So that was way past due.

I ramblin' and this has no form. But honestly its not really something that I intend for anyone
to read. Its more just a means to get shit off my chest. At the end of the day its about me and not
anyone else.