So, a lot has changed since the last time I blogged. Where to start....
I've finally moved into a house. Its the first actual house I've resided in since moving out of my parents at 17. I've always rented apartments or townhouses. I must say a house makes a million times the difference with children. And the space is WONDERFUL!!!
We also have a new addition that will be joining us in about 2 months. She is going to be a bundle of joy I'm sure. I'm excited to hold her, love her, spoil her, and teach her about life. Even though this pregnancy has been rough I've had a great support system. I couldn't ask for a better man to be my partner through this. Every time I've needed anything he's been there. He is what I needed to help show all men aren't ruthless, self centered , worthless creatures. He is great. Although we do have ups and downs I wouldn't want to be sharing my life with any other individual.
Natalia is playing softball this summer. Well kinda. The games have mostly been cancelled because of weather. And Brayden.. He is playing baseball as well as going to a football camp. Keeps us all busy that's for sure. He's playing football for pop warner this fall. They sure do train these little kids. Nuts I tell you...
Time has run out and we have to get ready for the transformers 2 movie so time has come for me to depart.
Ill try to update more often but truthfully being online is the least important thing in my life. So we shall see!
26 June, 2009
25 December, 2008
11 December, 2008
December bliss
So, I've grown close to many yet distant from others. Its just how the chapters were wrote I suppose. I'm greatful for each page that's been turned because if a single page were missing I wouldn't be where I am now.
I've been very sick the past couple months in and out the hospital, basically knocking on deaths door. I've been battling a swollen throat,to the point of airway occulsion, headaches, neck stiffness, and a swollen spleen. Common sense would point to mono but the doctors couldn't accept that beings you should clinically only be able to get it once. This would be time 3 for me. Finally yesterday a test came back indicating that was the problem. I was unaware it could make a person this ill. I can walk about 5 feet maybe less and then I feel the need to rest. I've not been able to eat for sometime now and iv fluids are what gets me by. They say it typically lasts about a few months so hopefully ill get energy soon.
On another note, christmas is around the corner. So excited for the holidays. Which is then followed by the kids birthdays wooo! 6 and 9. I can't believe my oldest will be in 4th grade next year!! Time is not standing still that's for sure!
I've been very sick the past couple months in and out the hospital, basically knocking on deaths door. I've been battling a swollen throat,to the point of airway occulsion, headaches, neck stiffness, and a swollen spleen. Common sense would point to mono but the doctors couldn't accept that beings you should clinically only be able to get it once. This would be time 3 for me. Finally yesterday a test came back indicating that was the problem. I was unaware it could make a person this ill. I can walk about 5 feet maybe less and then I feel the need to rest. I've not been able to eat for sometime now and iv fluids are what gets me by. They say it typically lasts about a few months so hopefully ill get energy soon.
On another note, christmas is around the corner. So excited for the holidays. Which is then followed by the kids birthdays wooo! 6 and 9. I can't believe my oldest will be in 4th grade next year!! Time is not standing still that's for sure!
06 September, 2008
NewYorkism
So, I must say ny is amazing. I stayed in the bronx which is way opposite from where I reside. I got to see a lot of places...where to start.
We shall start at the airport. I landed in queens at the infamous la guardia. My next trip I will be flying into JFK no questions asked. Anywho I was greated by Gary. I must say our taxi ride [my first ever] was enough to make me feel sick but enough of that. We went to manhattan and kinda toured the city. My country self was blown away. Good times. The following day we went to the mirrors and D&B. Go figure I couldn't win for nada.
Day three...brooklyn baby. I met up with a friend and walked across the brooklyn bridge, went to the jewish museum, and off to central park we went. Beautiful, absolutely beautiful. I had a great day. Met back up with good ol "Gee" and had dinner.
Sunday was okay, dude had football practice so I ventured a little bit with a friend. We went initially to get a thank you card and wound up shopping. Never knew bargaining was possible in stores but eh. Learn something new everyday. After his practice we linked up again. Walked around and ended up on the beast, good times. I must say the drinks at D&B had me one happy chick later that night. My advice is to never drink a lethal weapon, there is a caution for a reason.
Monday was okay, chilled at the park then ventured to another park in manhattan while he played ball. The view....amazing.
Tuesday..was my departure, I didn't want to return to nebraska.
I will be going back soon maybe even for good...time will tell.
NY is amazing.
We shall start at the airport. I landed in queens at the infamous la guardia. My next trip I will be flying into JFK no questions asked. Anywho I was greated by Gary. I must say our taxi ride [my first ever] was enough to make me feel sick but enough of that. We went to manhattan and kinda toured the city. My country self was blown away. Good times. The following day we went to the mirrors and D&B. Go figure I couldn't win for nada.
Day three...brooklyn baby. I met up with a friend and walked across the brooklyn bridge, went to the jewish museum, and off to central park we went. Beautiful, absolutely beautiful. I had a great day. Met back up with good ol "Gee" and had dinner.
Sunday was okay, dude had football practice so I ventured a little bit with a friend. We went initially to get a thank you card and wound up shopping. Never knew bargaining was possible in stores but eh. Learn something new everyday. After his practice we linked up again. Walked around and ended up on the beast, good times. I must say the drinks at D&B had me one happy chick later that night. My advice is to never drink a lethal weapon, there is a caution for a reason.
Monday was okay, chilled at the park then ventured to another park in manhattan while he played ball. The view....amazing.
Tuesday..was my departure, I didn't want to return to nebraska.
I will be going back soon maybe even for good...time will tell.
NY is amazing.
27 August, 2008
yep
So I got up today pulling an overtime shift only to get to work and they not need me. So I took myself home. Initially I was upset because I had to pay for daycare, but eh. The day has turned out productive. I was able to unpack from my trip to ny which was a lot of fun as well as a stress relief but ill get into that later. I managed to get all my laundry done and my house put back together. I've been working a lot lately and it seems the less we are here the more of a disaster my house is. It took about 4 hours and I'm still not quite done. I still need to get to the gym and figure out bills etc. The day is still young, its not even noon!
25 August, 2008
Yeah?
I lost sight of me for a minute. I'm back on track and feelin better than ever! I think life is about to take a turn, for the better. I'm trying to right my wrongs and I'm learning its okay to mess up. Just admit it and keep it moving. Noones perfect.
Currently feeling: blessed.
Currently feeling: blessed.
21 August, 2008
True Colors
I didn't understand cause I was hurt and cryin, my boy said " soon you'll understand, soon enough".
Its funny cause all I wanted to do was be the one. But you decided to escape, to run. You wanted to go, I was sayin stay. You decided to run with another girl, though the whole time you where feedin my soul with I love yous and more. At first I was like damn is there something wrong with me? But na...I learned that I was a good chick, who you decided to play for a good fool. Its bad when your own friends say I deserve better. That I should have left a long time ago, why didn't I know better?
Well, I can get over the fact you're walking out my world.
I'm through being the nice girl, through bein the better person cause its hard to smile when deep inside I'm hurtin. I give it to you tho you played me perfect. Had me thinkin I was the only one. I applaud you for that.
One word...karma. Although games are fun to you now, when karma comes back around the fun will end. I'd take it as a lesson learned but I've already learned about those who mislead and deceit.
Its funny cause all I wanted to do was be the one. But you decided to escape, to run. You wanted to go, I was sayin stay. You decided to run with another girl, though the whole time you where feedin my soul with I love yous and more. At first I was like damn is there something wrong with me? But na...I learned that I was a good chick, who you decided to play for a good fool. Its bad when your own friends say I deserve better. That I should have left a long time ago, why didn't I know better?
Well, I can get over the fact you're walking out my world.
I'm through being the nice girl, through bein the better person cause its hard to smile when deep inside I'm hurtin. I give it to you tho you played me perfect. Had me thinkin I was the only one. I applaud you for that.
One word...karma. Although games are fun to you now, when karma comes back around the fun will end. I'd take it as a lesson learned but I've already learned about those who mislead and deceit.
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